The sex freak

I am a woman who is a sex freak

I try to act like it’s cool, but it’s not

I try to act like it makes me special, but it doesn’t

This high libido is not as beautiful as it seems

People often ask “what is your body count” 

and I smile and say “i lost count”

They laugh and think it’s a joke.

But is it? 

I have never met a man whose energy matches mine

I have never met a man who gives me satisfaction

The ones I’ve met? Oh they all get tired along the way

They wonder what kind of girl I am

What kind of girl never gets tired

What kind of girl never gets satisfied

What is orgasm?

I’ve never reached it

What do people call “squirt”?

I have never experienced it

They all get tired before I get there

They all want out

Out of the relationship

Out of the friendship

And out of my life.

They pity me, 

They wonder if I will ever get a man 

A man that can keep up

And the truth is,

I wonder too.

Will I ever get a man?

A man whose energy will match mine?

Will I ever learn?

Learn to adjust my libido?

Will I ever get to the point?

The point where sex will no longer matter to me?

The truth is, 

I do not know.

My name is Possible

And I am a sex freak.


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